Lately, I've been feeling at odds with myself. I don't know what I want and once I get what I want, I don't want it anymore. Am I even ready for a relationship? But I feel like I want to be in one so badly..
Just to put it out there, I've recently lost my best friends. Stupid stuff here and there and I guess I'm just trying to make some new friends. Friends that I actually deserve and truly care about me. Maybe a boyfriend can take over that role?
Lately, I've been feeling at odds with myself. I don't know what I want and once I get what I want, I don't want it anymore. Am I even ready for a relationship? But I feel like I want to be in one so badly..
Just to put it out there, I've recently lost my best friends. Stupid stuff here and there and I guess I'm just trying to make some new friends. Friends that I actually deserve and truly care about me. Maybe a boyfriend can take over that role?
I just want to feel special again. To feel like I'm needed and to be loved unconditionally from another human being.. And of course, I've had a taste of that, but now I don't just want the taste, I want the whole thing!!!
Being greedy or just at the peak of loneliness? Who knows?
Not odd and definitely not greedy. I agree with True....lonliness can do many different things to a person psychologically. Hang in there. It will get better!
Not odd. Loneliness. Definitely loneliness. But, don't let it dictate how you lead your life. You have to go on, into the loneliness, and MAKE your life yours.--True
